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a king production presents the be in ig a novel dma king this book is dedicated to my this novel is a work of fiction any references to real people events establishments or locales are intended only to give the faction a sense of reality and authenticity other names characters and incidents occurring in the work are either the product of the author s imagination or are used factitiously as those fictionalized events and incidents that involve real persons any character that happens to share the name o f a person who is an acquaintance of the author past orpresent is purely coincidental and is in no way intended to be an actual account involving that person isbn 10 0984332510 isbn 13 9780984332519 cover concept by deja king

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3/438 www.mariondesigns.com cover model deja king cover layout and graphic design by www.mariondesigns.com typesetting mariondesigns editor linda williams dolly lopez and suzy mcglown library of congress cataloging-in-publication data king deja bitch a novel/by deja king for complete library of congress copyright info visit www.joykingonline.com a king production p.o box 912 collierville tn 38027 a king production and the above portrayal log are trademarks of a king production llc copyright cc 2010 by deja king all rights reserved no part of this book may be reproduced in any form without the permission from the publisher except by reviewer who may quote brief passage to be printed in a newspaper or magazine family readers and supporters i love you guys so much please believe that t

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4/438 a publisher s nile think of david vs goliath and yes the underdog won i ve been in a vicious legal battle with triple crown publications and vickie stringer for almost 2 years now this fight has been draining on me and my family but i refused to lie down and let the wrong that had been done to me defeat me my mother once told me you have not because you ask not i asked for it and it was delivered i feel as if i stood up and fought for all the little people who are cheated manipulated and done dirty in a cutthroat business with faith and determination we shall continue to rise to the top i feel blessed that the entire bitch series is under its rightful home a king production i put my heart and soul into these books for my fans and now i know when i leave this earth my family can reap the rewards of my work soon i will upload video blogs to my website and facebook page detailing my long legal journey and how i

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5/438 came to get the rights back to my books many said it couldn t be done but never underestimate one of god s children you know i had to share this because i love my readers so much and i hope that i can prevent many of you from making some of the same mistakes i did so please keep hope alive if anybody in your life is doing you wrong rebel and stand up for your rights you will prevail hugs and kisses sweetheart joy deja xing ackhowledgmehts special fianks o linda williams you said it would happen and you were rigfit you always believed in from your literary

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6/438 me and stayed true and loyal fiat means everytfiing to me jonesy you were tfie first radio personality tfiat embraced my books you set bitcfi on fire in mew yorkand i willforever love you for tfiat mow you can set it back on fire under a king 2production kisses to you racy taylor girl you stay grindin for tfie cause and 6e cute doing it ann .ifopson i see you girl you re so pretty o azzy i still adore you because i can always count on you being you keith saunders you re my dude enough said cbookcbullies i see you making isfi happen in 2010

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7/438 tureko virgo straughter renee tolson jeanni dixon ms kiki andrea denise sunshine716 ms nichelle mona lisa lady scorpio travis williams brittney donell adams myra green leona romich sexy xanyell to vendors and distributors like african world books teddy okafor black nobel dabook joint the cartel laquita adams dcbookman tiah vanessa and glenn ledbetter junior job anjekee books andy carter urban xclusive dvd bookstore future endeavors also to yvette george velva white carla stotts and the rest of diva s of memphis devin steel big sue thaddeus mathews sherita nunn james davis marcus wayne moody trista russell don diva and dolly lopez .thank you all for your support special special thanks to cover 2 cover book club christian davis angela slater pamela rice ahmita blanks melony blanks marcia harvey melinda woodson tonnetta

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8/438 smith tiffany neal miisha fleming tamika rice and bar i so enjoyed our book chats for hooker to housewife and superstar all of you ladies are wonderful the -beginning cdll i kock the nestle oming from nothing and having nothing are two different things yeah i came from nothing but i was determined to have it all and how couldn t i i exploded into this world when hood rich wasn t an afterthought but the only thought you turn on the television and every nigga is iced out with an exotic whip sitting on 24inch rims surrounded by a bitch in a gstring a weave down to her ass poppin that booty so the chicks on the videos were dropping it like it s hot for the rappers and singers while the bitches around my way were

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9/438 dropping it for our own superstars dealing with a street nigga on say the alpo status a legendary drug kingpin was like being beyonce herself on jigga man s arm a bitch like me was thirsty for that i d been on some type of hustle since i was in pampers i grew up in the grimiest brooklyn projects during the `90s it was worse than being in prison because you knew there was something better out there you just didn t know how to get it you never saw green grass or flowers blooming instead of looking up to teachers lawyers or doctors you worshipped the local drug dealers who hustled to survive and escape their existence even as a little girl i knew i wanted more out of life somehow hustling was in my blood first i hustled for my moms attention because she was too busy turning tricks to pay

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10/438 me any mind i never knew who my daddy was so while my moms was fucking in her bedroom i would wait outside the door with my legs crossed holding my favorite teddy bear in one arm as i sucked my thumb when the tricks would come out i would look at them with puppydog eyes and ask are you my daddy the question would freak them out so badly they d toss me a few dollars so i would shut the fuck up one day when i was five my mother was looking for something in my drawers she came across a bunch of fives and tens and some twenties the total was five hundred and some change of course she wanted to know where all the money came from when i told her that the money came from her business clients that s what my moms called them she lit up she tossed me up in the air and said baby you my good luck charm i knew one day you d make me some money

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11/438 on that rare occasion she showed me mad love as young as i was i equated my mother s newfound interest in me with love from that moment on i learned how to hustle for my moms attention that is by providing her with money where i grew up everyone hated the man so they wouldn t report shit even child abuse or neglect when i was really young my neighbors helped look out for me when necessary one neighbor mr duncan used to baby-sit me while my mother worked in the projects we all minded our own business and had the same code of silence that the police have among themselves we didn t snitch on each other somehow my moms customers never messed with or even fondled me i think it s because people say i got these funny looking eyes even when i was little i had an attitude that said don t fuck wit me

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12/438 by the time i was fifteen with all the tricks my moms pulled we were still dead ass broke living in the brooklyn projects she couldn t save a dime because with hooking comes drugging and my moms stayed high i guess that s all you can do to escape the nightmare of having all types of nasty greasy fat motherfuckers pounding your back out every damn day the characters that i saw coming in and out of our apartment were enough to make me want to sew up my pussy so nobody could get between my legs one day when i came home from school i found my moms sprawled out on the couch with a half empty bottle of whiskey in one hand as she tried to toke her last pull off a roach in the other hand her once long wavy sandy hair was now thin and straggly the curves that once made every hood chick roll their eyes in envy were just a bag of bones you wouldn t even recognize the one time ghetto queen unless you looked into the

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13/438 green eyes she inherited from her mulatto father without a word i gave the living room a lick and a promise i emptied several full ashtrays picked up the dirty glasses scattered about the floor and wiped off the cocktail table out of the corner of my eye i watched my moms sit up and stare at me for a long five minutes she had the strangest look on her face finally she spoke up precious you sure are growing up to be a pretty girl although we were in each other s face on an everyday basis it was as if this were the first time my mother had seen me in many years i didn t know how to respond so i kept cleaning up didn t you hear what yo mama said yes i heard you well you betta say thank you

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14/438 thank you mama you welcome baby as i continued to clean i couldn t help but feel uncomfortable with the glare my moms was giving me it was the same look she d get when she was about to get her hands on some prime dope baby you know that your mother is getting up there in age i can t put it down like i used to i looked my moms directly in the eye but i said nothing i was thinking to myself what the fuck that got to do wit me so baby i was thinking maybe you need to start helping me out a little more help out more how i basically give you my whole paycheck i didn t understand what

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15/438 the fuck she was talking about i barely went to school because i had what was supposed to be a part time job at a car detailing shop damn near every cent i made i used to pay bills and maintain my appearance i couldn t afford to rock all the brand name hot shit but because i had style i was able to throw a few cheap pieces together to make it look real official luckily i inherited my moms beauty and body so i could just about make a potato sack look sexy baby that little job you got ain t bringing home no money it s just enough to maintain i m talking about getting a real job mama i m only fifteen it s only so many jobs i can get and so much money i can make boogie not even sup pose to give me all the hours he have me doing at the shop that s why he pays me under the table

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